What About You?

I just want to be happy.
I don’t think that’s a lot to ask, but sometimes it seems as if it is.
I’ve never been the guy that says “bless me, don’t slay me”.
I understand that the two often come tightly intertwined with each other.
But this is one of those times where I wish it wasn’t.
This is one of those times where I wish it was easy.
Just for once.
Just for once I wish I was the other guy.
The guy that gets away with it.
But that’s not me either.
Never has been.
Probably never will.
I was told once, “they can, but you can’t. They will, but you won’t”.
I used to be willing to pay that price, but honestly I just don’t know that I do anymore.
And it sucks.
It sucks bigtime.
It sucks that it seems like everyone else always gets theirs, and I have to wait.
And wait.
And wait.
I said it seems.
Because for all I know they’re looking at me, probably thinking the same exact thing.
“How come he can….?”
If they only knew.
Boy if they only knew.
But they don’t…. and truthfully neither do I.
So I’ll get over it… I think.
I’ll get past it and get back in line.
Because that’s who I am.
That’s what I do.
I’ll wait.
What other choice do I really have?
My hand definitely isn’t as big as His and it sure as heck isn’t gonna move it.
It is what it is.
You can but I can’t. You will but I won’t.


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